Today is my last day of 15 days fasting but not the last day of praying cos' prayer is like breathing the air - we cannot stop praying.
In these 15 days of fasting, U Mer Mer faced challenges, testings, emotional turmoils, relationship obstacles, etc..
U Mer Mer weaknesses and 'touchy' side were revealed. Some of them were so 'beastly' that U Mer Mer could not believe that they were his !!
Su Mor Kong was there to lend a support by doing some analysis & encouragement which had lightened up the burdens & cares.
In these 15 days, God revealed items and events to be included into the fasting & prayer session.
At first, the purpose of the fasting & prayer is more towards personal needs, but God works differently - just like today's Our Daily Bread ... "My thoughts are not your thoughts, nor are your ways My ways," says the LORD.
As I looked back, it is amazing how the LORD guide me through it. What started off as personal & self centered fasting & prayer - had became a more selfless prayer.
These 15 days, hmmmm .... have moments where I want to give up. Especially when facing with the testing of misunderstanding & feeling been 'deserted'.
Anyway ....
Thank God for His mercy, grace & strength to pull me through and to thank Su Mor Kong for the SMSes and analysis & books on "Fasting & Prayer", "Cleansing the Temple", "The Reality of Spiritual War Fare" and "Living in Covenant Blessing".
Thank you.
p/s. I like to break my fasting with a bowl of instant noodle !! So simple isn't it ? I am a simple person.
Anyway, be going down to Melaka tomorrow morning, pray for safety & success.
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