It happened yesterday, around dinner time, when Su Mor Kong asked me how have I dealt with a certain matter. U Mer Mer in his foolishness ... again, did not made clear of the matter. Using too much of flowering words - thus making the message becoming misrepresented & disillusion. This had caused Su Mor Kong to be very angry.Since today is 26th, U Mer Mer turn to the daily dose of wisdom lar ... Book of Proverbs chapter 26.
God straight away shoot me from verse 1. HE didn't wait until later verses !!
When I read this, wah-lau ... same like Su Mor Kong, shoot straight, no darling-2 talk, or honey-2 talk !!!
I said to God, "God .... yesterday I already "kena kau-2" from Su Mor Kong & this morning "kena" from YOU again .... U Mer Mer must have done something that is seriously stupid & hurtful that causes 2 persons who care for me to shoot me !!!
"God, please forgive me for my foolishness", as I prayed.
Well, HE doesn't just stop there and said O.K lar, but ... HE shoot me further again in verses 4-5, and then 6-9 and more to come in verse 11, verse 17,18-19, then God took a short tea breaks... then continue lecturing me with verses 24-26 and when U Mer MEr thought it has ended ... God reminded U Mer Mer again when it comes to the final verse ... verse 28.
Dearest Su Mor Kong, U Mer Mer is learning from all the past mistakes and trying his very best not to repeat them. Tho' at times U Mer Mer did forget & gone back into old ways ... it is not intentionally. Please be patience with this blur-2 U Mer Mer.
I want to strive to become a better person, a spiritual leader ..... for you & 3 twinkle-2 little stars (since they now don't like to be call little monkeys).
Forgive me for hurting you ..... it is the very, very, very last thing that I want to do ....
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