U Mer Mer heart ache and near lost

U Mer Mer encountered 2 major setbacks.

1) When a member asked U Mer Mer about Su Mor Kong mom condition and I replied without Su Mor Kong consent.

2) When U Mer Mer lost an insurance deal that costs RM11,250 worth of commission !! When U Mer MEr told Su Mor Kong about it, she was very angry. She felt heart pain that I lost it and on why I am so complacent with my business !!

U Mer Mer pondered, does the "honesty is the best policy" still the best policy ? After going through it, U Mer Mer still believed it is the best. How could a healthy couple kept secret from each other ?

Yes .... mistakes are hurtful and nobody likes mistake. Dishonest is more worse.

Su Mor Kong didn't want to talk, sms or even meet up with U Mer Mer even pleading with her so many times.

The next day evening, U Mer Mer heart really can't take it anymore. Both my eyes turned red and having pain on the left chest. I could hear my heartbeat pounding and I thought, "God, I be seeing you soon"

On the 3rd day evening, I think; cos' I have lost count of days and time; I received a missed call from Su Mor Kong.

That night, I was totally drained out. I prayed that if God do take me away that night, I want HIM to take care of Su Mor Kong & little monkeys and she is not to be sad by what had happen to me.

On the 4th day, I still alive and I received a call from Su Mor Kong asking how am I doing. She tried to call me many times, either through handphone or my house phones but could not reach me.

Told her I off my handphone cos' I am "tired" but didn't know that my rooom phone not working..

She told me she was worried that night ... worried that I may commit suicide. She felt "lost" if I really did that. She drove to my home that morning to make sure I didn't do that stupid thing.

Another incident that happened on that week was, the 3rd little monkey was nearly went "lost" by the act of the maid !!

Thanked God for the neighbour quick responsed.

In that one week, we nearly "lost" two people who are dear to us.

Always need to pray & ask the Angels of God to keep watch over us day and night.