JMA + YSL Jan 2010

My only and dearest darling Yap Siow Ling,

“Love is patient; love is kind and envies no one.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;
never selfish, not quick to take offense.
There is nothing love cannot face;
there is no limit to its faith,
its hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things
that last forever: faith, hope, and love;
but the greatest of them all is love.”

For the past 1 1/2 years when we began to nurture our relationship, we have more thorns than roses ... but with our constant prayers, encouragements, sharing, faithfulness, and believed - our days were filled with more & more roses. No doubts there will be thorns as we continue to journey our life together for the next 40 years + 20 extra golden years ... hahaha ... but we shall overcome.

I always confessed that for us to be together is a miracle. The miracle that came from Heaven to earth.

Darling, what had happened in the past is history. What we need to focus now is our future. We made mistakes and some of them can be undo & some cannot be undo or redeemed.

We have our own issues, some issues can't be solved overnite, days, months or even years but as long as God is at our side - it is possible ... 1 step at a time with me holding you + you holding me.

I asked you what I can do for you cos' you are so self-sufficient. You said "We compliment each other".

You & me are now a new creation. In Romans 8:1 said, "Therefore NOW there is NO condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus."

Darling, you will always be my heartbeat, the apple of my eyes, always beautiful & sexy and always 55kg to me.

You asked me whether I would still love you, praise you, admire your beauty when both of us grow older .... the answer is still YES !!

Darling, both of us have grown up over the years.

For you:

1) You've learnt to control your temper, pray more and open yourself to be loved once again.

2) You have "let go" the past hurts, brokenness, grief, sadness, betrayal, hatred and anger. And let God comes in & for me to share your life.

For me:

1) Know what it means to care & love someone deeply.

2) To PDCA in all things (sometimes drop-drop or blur-blur ... hahaha).

3) Share responsibilty and selfless.

In moving forward, we must break the chain of our past.

Let us saw the chain together with the help of the LORD.

Love4Ever

Ang Jau Meng

(02:13 pm - 14/01/2010)