Today I am in a state of panic, shocked, desperate, fear, lost ….
Hmmm … how should I start ….
Su Mor Kong called me around 11 am plus, but I could not answer the call and sms her that I am with a customer.
After finishing my appointment, I call her – ringing but no answer. It is a sign that she is busy. Call her again and still ringing without answering. Send SMS but no reply.
Tried again, “Out of range message” .. huh?? Where is she? I called the office to check where she is and only been given the vague area of her whereabouts by her staff.
Anyway, with that “vague” info, drove my car to search for her. As I do the search, I got more panic and fearful cos’ sometimes her phone would ring, “out of coverage range”, then ringing.
My fear and worried increases more and more every minutes …. Hmmm … I should said, every seconds !!
During that stage, I really, really scared ! What happen if she in danger ? Is she been kidnap ? Quickly pray to God for protection is upon her.
The word “if only” kept on popping up ! If only I answered Su Mor Kong’s call, if only I didn’t have appointment, if only this and that …..
After searching for more than 2 hours, I dreaded to search for one place … the hospital !! When I reached the Selangor Medical Centre (which is the nearest to her appointment location) – I really felt so scare to get out from my car !! So fearful that …. I might find her there ….
As I asked the medical centre staff to search from the computer system her name, I made a promise to God that if her name is not in the admission list, I will ……
Tears of joy just flowed in when I found out that she is not in the admission listing, at least she is not in mishaps.
Call her phone again, still cannot get her. 10 minutes later, she called that she is doing her beauty therapy after having an argument with C! Rush back to meet up with her.
While waiting for her at office, my heartbeat was still beating very fast.
The feeling of losing her was just too great to bear !!!
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